Thursday, October 28, 2010
Down with love addiction
"Face tomorrow with a smile and everything will be fine."
I just saw this new comedy drama *laughs* Down with love. a very cute drama, I love Ella on this drama the way she acts and her character here. I just want to share how I love this drama to you guys. I almost one week sleep early in the morning 4:00am just to finished the episodes of this drama. And I do love by myself when I watched. I can't resist to laugh when I saw Ella's expression and his sister here when they had quarrel.
But I didn't finished it, maybe I will finished it to post my favorite parts of the stories and some values that I get from it..xiao!!Labels: Experiences, happy time, Love
Repost: Buhay nga naman :(
Sa buhay my nagagawa tayong tama at mali, pero kapag tayo'y nagmamahal nalalaman pa ba natin kung ano ang pagkakaiba ng tama at mali??
Minsan parang naisip ko sana laging ganito na lang, sana eto na lang palagi at sana kami na lang hanggang wakas. Sarap kaya gumising araw-araw na may bumabati ng “Magandang Umaga!!”,nagtatanong ng “Nagbreakfast ka na ba?”, at kakesohan ng “Kiss ko??, isa pa.” try mo. LOLs :))
Pero sabi nga nila kung may simula may wakas. Kaya minsan mahirap mag-open ng relasyon sa isang tao. Mamahalin mo, iingatan mo, gagalangin mo, pasasayahin mo, yun pala iiwan ka lang, pagpapalit ka lang sa iba dahil sawa na sa’yo. Sana kung wala akong sinimulan na ganun walang ending na iwanan, iyakan at tampuhan. Hindi madali pero sa pagtagal siguro makakasanayan na rin. Pero as usual hindi madaling gawin. Parang 100x na masakit sa kagat ng dinosaur. Sana nga kinagat na lang ako ng dinosaur kaysa iniwan nya ako.
Naalala ko pa nun. Magvvalentines day. Todo plano ako para sa Valentines Day. Iniisip kong i-surprise sya. My Valentine’s Day Concert kasi sila sa simbahan nun at active member siya sa simbahan nila kaya sabi ko baka bukas na lang natin i-celebrate kasi nga busy sya para sa concert nila. Alam kong busy sya kaya okay lang sa akin kahit na hindi sya nagtetext tulad ng dati. Kahit hindi nya ako sinipot sa Robinson Mall dahil nagkasabay sila nung bestfriend nya sa bus kaya umuwi na lang din sya. Kahit na malayo sya, faithful pa rin ako kasi nga mahal ko sya, ansaya kaya, try mo :))
Iniisip ko pa nun pag iipunan ko ung chocolate flavor na Red Ribbon Cake pati ung unan na bibilhin ko para sa kanya syempre pati flowers. That time kasi my trabaho ako, kakahired ko lang, inspired kasi kaya un, naghahanap ng pera pantustos, hehe :))
Xmpre hindi masaya ung Valentine’s Day ko nun kasi hindi na sya nagparamdam, sa isip ko nun “Multo nga nagpaparamdam sa mga mahal nila, ung buhay pa kaya?” Kaya ayun, senti modes lagi. Parang baliw, parang ansarap na lang magtrip tipong makikipagrelasyon lahit hindi mo mahal para kapag nagbreak okay lang..db??
Pero mali rin syempre yun. Sabi nila hindi maitatama ng pagkakamali ang isa pang mali. totoo nga kaya?? LOLs :))
Gusto ko na lang maging masaya. Choice ko naman yun. Mahirap maging seryoso, This time I will play it safely. No more taking risk. No more dramas about love. I killed that part of mine. Siguro sa tamang panahon at tamang tao. Pero sa ngayon.
TIME OUT muna ako…
Labels: Experiences, Failure, Inspiration, Life, Love
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
My Childhood Sweetheart
Labels: Experiences, Friends, Life, Love
Sakit sa PUSO
Ang pagmamahal sabi nila ang pinakamasarap na pakiramdam sa lahat, ang magmahal para kang isang adik na kakahithit lang ng droga..high..heaven...Subalit ito rin ang pakiramdam na kaya kang patayin..sa sobrang lungkot..sa sobrang sakit.. Minsan pa nga nagagawang magpakamatay dahil dito. At sang-ayon naman ako sa mga bagay na iyon..Na masarap magmahal at masakit na masaktan dahil sa nagmahal ka..Pero dapat mu rin isipin na may nagmamahal din sa'yo ng higit pa...nanay at tatay...mga kaibigan..*madaling sabihin pero mahirap gawin* Hindi naman kasi araw-araw ay pasko..na hindi ka pwedeng hindi masaktan..Kapag nagmahal ka dapat handa ka na ring masaktan..sabi nila?? *siguro nga*
Sa akin, tama masakit na hindi ka mahalin ng taong mahal mo..pero bakit ka magpapakamatay??, ok lang siguro mag EMO..umiyak? hindi kumain saglit.. Hindi ka ginawa para masaktan at magpakamatay dahil sa nasaktan ka dahil nagmahal...Yung iba nga kahit ilang beses silang nasasaktan hindi pa rin sila sumusuko...
Sabi nga nila: "Weather, weather lang yan"
Mas masakit din maghintay sa wala..sabi nila tiyagain mo lang magiging kayo..tipong pakipot lang..pero ang balak pala gawin kang ATM..LOLs :))..Kaya ako, kapag ayaw walang ng pilitan..kapag ayaw sken..edi wag..pero malimit naman yung gnun sken..LOLs :))..
Masakit magmahal ng hindi ka mahal..pwede kang friend o kaya gawing pain reliver..kaya ako, kung magiging pain reliver lang ako..isang malaking ASA..syempre iiwan kita sa ere..Nagawa ko na dati..masakit, nakaka emo, tulala..ayoko nang maulit uli..tipong kapag nagkakita ng bago kalimutan na..ansaya..ano ka diyos??
Kaya kung gusto mo ako, sabihin mo lang..Madali naman ako kausap, o kaya magpakita ka ng motibo..db??..Wala na kasi sa bukabolaryo ko ang salitang "Maghintay" ano yun?? bago ba yun?? pagkain??..Nakakadala na kasi..tested na ako sa ganyan laging negative output kaya better to try other input so it will be other output, it will be for better nor than worst..hmmmmmmmmm....Siguro sa tamang panahon matutunan ko ulit yan..pero sa ngaun..Time out ako jan :P
Labels: Experiences, Failure, Love
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
STI Seminar
Yesterday STI Santa Maria held a "Robotics and Game Development Seminar" at Waltermart Cinema 3 "our school is not that rich to held a seminar at the cinema were just very rich" *devil's laugh*.
"a shot inside the cinema."
"a merienda kit and a certificate from the seminar..Loves"
The seminar was very interesting. The first part was Robotics, it tells about the robots and how robots help us and what robots can do in this generation. The speaker says that many countries still developing robots in the fact that they will make it more useful for the people. Maybe someday, companies didn't need a workers, just robots. But still " a lot of things can humans do than robots."
I was amaze on the WonderBots they groove like the Wonder Girls. That was very entertaining and a lot of us was amaze when we saw that video of the WonderBots.
The second part was the Game Development. But before the second part was started the levelupgames.ph company held a raffle draw that gives a free shirt, lanyards, installer and posters. But I'm not one of the lucky winner, it means I'm not lucky *grrrrrrrrrr* The second part started. Tells about how to make a game and how it will work. Many programs needed and a lot of minds. But when you see the results, all the effort that you exert is worth it. Again I was amaze. "WwwwooooowwwW!!"
After the seminar I go to my love Table Tennis. Again we go to Kuya Bj's Place that was near to my house that's why it's fine to me, even we finished late. Again it was Me, Myron, Mark, Maricquel, Gia and Kuya Bj. But I'm happy playing with them because they are my teammates and we will be always a TEAM.I love you TEAM!!!
Labels: Experiences, Friends, happy time, Inspiration, Life, Love, Table Tennis
Monday, September 27, 2010
Despicable Me
All the people has it good and bad sides even the most bad creature in the world has it own good side. Not all bad is just BAD there's a good part on their heart that just he didn't work out.
Despicable Me is a must seen film. A cartoon movie but we learn a lot from this.
I just watched it yesterday because my friends wants to watched movie that why we give it a try to watched then we enjoyed.
I love Agnes very much she's very cute and charming how I wish I will have a daughter like her she's cute and loving. *Agnes, Agnes*
Edith and Margo are cute also but Agnes is the best!!!
This is the unicorn part. I love this part and much more to Agnes. *laughs*
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Labels: Experiences, Friends, Inspiration, Life, Love
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
without you
"I can't escape from YOU, I still want you badly. why you leave me like this :(( ..."
It's been a long time when it happens. But the wound is still there and it make me feel uncertain. When I see you I want to ask why you leave me?...I don't know the complete answer yet but you just dumped me without anything for me. I wish I could forget that I have you in my life, I have the times when we're together...I know It's corny but It kills me...I want to have amnesia, I don't know what should I do, I know your happy with your life now, your happy what you have...And It doesn't involve me. It's hard but I need to be with it, I know I can't escape...I think I need more time for it, I don't know but...You taught me the feeling that I'm not familiar with, xie xie!!!
Labels: Distraction, Failure, Life, Love
waiting for you
"I thought you are the one, but you are the one who broke my heart into I know I loved you, I gave my all and I felt it from the start.*the verbs are past tense...it's all a past (^^,)*. The times I waited for you patiently *I'm not the kind of person who wants to wait and to keep hang but INSANELY says???..I did it* , keep on sending you a message time by time and make an effort to call and open the computer when your online.*I can't imagine I did this just for you...maybe It's just a mistake..LOL :))*
But you know what my only condition is......it's not that difficult to do. Just tell me if you didn't love me...it's not that hard to do..right??...but WTH and WTF you just keep me hanging and waiting...FUCK YOU!!! *sorry parental guidance is advice*...I'm not asking why, what's the problem...I just accept the fact that our love will never last forever...But what you did??..you just ignore me. I'm sorry If I'm not the one that you wish for...but no one can do what I did to you...I'm the best like what you said...*LOL :))*
There always You in my life because you're a part of who is HIROSHI SANGINES right now...
Love is always around, there's a time for it...I just wait for the right time to come...I wait patiently(^^,)
Labels: Distraction, Failure, Inspiration, Love
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Mhika Aela's Day(^^,)
friend or family maybe an option, but thus make your life contented?
a fact that has a difficult answer but easier to live it.
Life is hard but there's a remedy to love and live your life."
The day started with my facebook account as usual I opened my account then read some comments, accept some friend request then put some status. I visit my blog site then I post new blog post (picture blog post for this morning).
At the afternoon my uncle asked me to fill up the check that we need for the house payment (as usual it's a monthly ritual) then I ate my lunch, for this lunch I have galunggong and chicken curry. Then back in facebook. Master(Mhika Aela Jong) asked a favor. She asked me about a camera/phone that has a camera if I have an available one, then I let her borrowed my "blue cp" it has a camera but does not have a SMS messages sent here at the Philippines because it is from Japan.
The clock strikes at 3pm then I decided to go at Master's Internet Cafe(the meeting place). After 30 mins. I got her place, I found her sitting at the front of computer(head computer) wearing her uniform(cute!!! *ahekz*). I gave what she need then we talk some things about school, about the shop, as usual we have laugh trip as we tease some funny creatures...*trip2* LOL :))
After a few minutes she decided to go home(in my house *my dream, LOL :))*). We go downstairs while we taking the stairs me first followed by her she hold my shoulders(I felt the electricity ran through my veins...*LOL :))*) then we walk she hold at my arms...(like a muse and escort *LOL :))*). She decided to ride a tricycle to go home. I escorted her until we hit the tricycle station....kawaii''''''*waves*
I decided too to go home...I ride a jeep I came home safely then I ate some cakes(2 slices of chocolate cake...*yum yum*)...LOL :))
Labels: Friends, Inspiration, Life, Love
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Practice....Love....God....
"Practice makes perfect, but there's no perfect so why practice??...Practice makes you improve your potential/skills to be much better."
"Does love need to practice to make you better??..I think it's not about being in love to be skilled...ROFL (^^,)...Love existence is like an air that doesn't anyone knows that he could have it, but some people makes an air fresh as an air of love used to play and to make past time...grrrrrr..."
I just love myself before I love anyone. We should take care of ourself because there's only one, you and only one me.God loves us and we should love God w/ His unchanging love to us.
Labels: Inspiration, Love
Friday, June 25, 2010
keep silence *shhhhhhhh*
"Silence means more than words that came out to your mouth. It's more complicated. Sometimes it better to say goodbye than leaving without premises. It's better to hear than being ignored. Ignorance a state of being uninformed, and awareness is not around. Only means your not important."
Being ignored felt your the cheapest person around because your priceless/meaningless. Emotionally it kills but it helps you to develop your self-esteem and the level of revenge. *looking good is the best revenge (^^,)*
Silence means more. Goodbye is better to say than keep silent. It hurts but being silent, It kills....
I don't know but until know it's not easy to bare with. I think it's better to keep than expressing it. It's a fucking thing that never change of that bullshit person that never realize that fuck shit state that should keep on that bitch mind.
But I promise I will be better person and I'll never express my feeling until that person stated first I let them wait..it's a good revenge..and I let them be teased by my good looks. *devil's laugh*
Labels: Distraction, Love, Revenge
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Miserable(-_-)
"Love is the greatest feeling on earth, All of us want this to feel and to live with it. But sometimes it is the way of hurting yourself. Some says prepare yourself to be hurt when you love. You can't love without hurting?...*why God make it like this?, is there no other way to love without hurting?, maybe just flirting*"In my life I felt Love just a months ago. It feels so good, that each seconds of your day that person you loved is the only one I think off and the only way for me to be happy. But it's wrong putting a person on the center of your life is like a suicide. That you give that person the ability to hurt you even more. It felt
That's why when I will Love again. I will not give my everything. I will known the person more. I will use my brain to think and my heart just to be feel the love but not the pain.
Labels: Distraction, Love
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Heart Break (-_-)
"Sometimes we can say "I'm okay." even though it hurts inside, it kills you down. "Trivia:
Heart break is can cause malfunction of the heart(really???). Like what heartbroken says "It hurts!!" emotionally but also physically. It can damage your heart and can cause some diseases.
Let's start this(heartbeat)...
This year I felt the sadness of being heartbroken (but I already moved-on,LOL.) But that time I'm very depressed about this "Heart Break" . That time I remember the song better in time by Leona Lewis the song says "thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too it'll get better in time even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve too it'll all get better in time." It's not easy to move-on it's hard and complicated this are the times you want to die and thought that "my life will never be the same without you!!!"
My last heart break takes a 3-months of moving-on, the months were I ask myself "Why is it happen?" "What is my fault?" "Did I gave my all?" months that I knew depression (I talk to myself, I felt miserable.) But I just put on my mind that my life is not about her my life is about me and the persons, things, dreams that made me inspired to go on and live my life to the fullest. That I can be happy without her.
Time is important in moving on....it takes time to heal and there's a time to love again and be happy.
Labels: Distraction, Failure, Love, Revenge