my blue tomorrow

A long October 31

2010-10-31T08:03:00.000-07:00

I typed a lot but it was gone I don't know why. I'm tired repeating it. But I'll try tomorrow to type it again. Badtrip :((

A road at Alabang.

Did you see the Starmall Alabang? We need to go there.

Me and Mark walking at the footbridge.

We need to ride that bus.

My new table tennis shoes. *happy*

My new table tennis racket. *happy*

1:30pm we decided to ride a aircon bus from Alabang to Quezon City. but before we ride a bus I bought an apple for the 2 of us. "Have a snack on our long ride." then we expense a 80 pesos fair for the ride. *a costly ride*

3:00pm we came to Quezon City then we ride another bus from Quezon City to Bulacan. The bus has a tv, and the show is "tween hearts" a GMA 7 program, about teens and their love stories. This day, the story is about a girl that fell in love with a boy that her sister liked very much and the other one is a girl played her feelings by the boy. I'm not a big fan of it but I do relate on some parts of the show. :))

4:30pm we came to Bulacan then we rush to BLC the venue of Santa Maria Table Tennis Club because our playmates are there. Then we play a lot of ping pong *happy*

8:00pm we decided to go home. But JL didn't have a companion going to the station to his home. I go with him w/ my motorcycle. But I go home first then we ate Pancit w/ a bread. JL is pretty shy to eat his food, but when we're in BLC he's not like that..LOLs After he ate a bit on his food, I ride him to his home, pretty forest place to his house, a lot of trees and grass, a small number of houses and a small road. But before we go to his house we ate a barbeque then a softdrinks treat by JL then the rain showers a bit heavy, we get wet from that. We stop on a store waiting the rain to stop. Then we proceed to his home.

When we got to his house he says "You will not able to get sick(because we got wet from the rain), we have a practice because if you will not attend on our practice I'll hit you" I just laugh. Then I go home. Take a shower.

Santa Maria Table Tennis Club

2010-10-29T06:28:00.000-07:00

"Never say never, just practice more and you'll be greater than before"

This day is another ping-pong day. I meet some new friends and playmates. And our dream Table Tennis Club came true hope that may God will bless our club to have more members and last many many more years. *praying*

For our 1st day the members will ranked for the table tennis club. I do my very best to have a higher rank. Even though it's kinda obvious that our teammate Myron will win the over-all ranking but we will do our best for Myron will not be easily won this over-all ranking. *devil laughs*

We are located at 4th Floor of BLC. Kuya Bj own the building and the 4th floor is vacant that's why he planned to make it the venue of the club. And we're very happy for that. Hope that Kuya Bj will continuously support this team. "Please God, bless our team and Kuya Bj"

Tomorrow I plan to buy some table tennis equipments to help me to play better and my cousin. He plans to buy and new blade and rubber that suites his playing style. Hopefully we make it tomorrow. And I need to finish the form of the members and the ranking tomorrow. Good Night.

"Some Pictures captured on our Table Tennis Club"

Down with love addiction

2010-10-28T19:24:00.000-07:00

"Face tomorrow with a smile and everything will be fine."

I just saw this new comedy drama *laughs* Down with love. a very cute drama, I love Ella on this drama the way she acts and her character here. I just want to share how I love this drama to you guys. I almost one week sleep early in the morning 4:00am just to finished the episodes of this drama. And I do love by myself when I watched. I can't resist to laugh when I saw Ella's expression and his sister here when they had quarrel.

But I didn't finished it, maybe I will finished it to post my favorite parts of the stories and some values that I get from it..xiao!!

Long time no post

2010-10-28T19:12:00.002-07:00

I'm sorry guys for the long time that I didn't post here at my blog. I'm just too busy on my career being a table tennis varsity player. We play everyday did some drills, matches, game strategies and trainings. But hopefully this day our Table Tennis Club will be launch. this will be my new home, and family kinda busy on this stuff to import and to find some people with the same interest on table tennis *my love*.

Hope guys you'll understand it. Don't worry I captured some happy and interesting moments in my life just to share to you guys.(^^,) Please don't leave, I owe you guys very much.I do my best to post a lot here :))

Repost: Buhay nga naman :(

2010-10-28T19:08:00.003-07:00

Sa buhay my nagagawa tayong tama at mali, pero kapag tayo'y nagmamahal nalalaman pa ba natin kung ano ang pagkakaiba ng tama at mali??

Minsan parang naisip ko sana laging ganito na lang, sana eto na lang palagi at sana kami na lang hanggang wakas. Sarap kaya gumising araw-araw na may bumabati ng “Magandang Umaga!!”,nagtatanong ng “Nagbreakfast ka na ba?”, at kakesohan ng “Kiss ko??, isa pa.” try mo. LOLs :))

Pero sabi nga nila kung may simula may wakas. Kaya minsan mahirap mag-open ng relasyon sa isang tao. Mamahalin mo, iingatan mo, gagalangin mo, pasasayahin mo, yun pala iiwan ka lang, pagpapalit ka lang sa iba dahil sawa na sa’yo. Sana kung wala akong sinimulan na ganun walang ending na iwanan, iyakan at tampuhan. Hindi madali pero sa pagtagal siguro makakasanayan na rin. Pero as usual hindi madaling gawin. Parang 100x na masakit sa kagat ng dinosaur. Sana nga kinagat na lang ako ng dinosaur kaysa iniwan nya ako.

Naalala ko pa nun. Magvvalentines day. Todo plano ako para sa Valentines Day. Iniisip kong i-surprise sya. My Valentine’s Day Concert kasi sila sa simbahan nun at active member siya sa simbahan nila kaya sabi ko baka bukas na lang natin i-celebrate kasi nga busy sya para sa concert nila. Alam kong busy sya kaya okay lang sa akin kahit na hindi sya nagtetext tulad ng dati. Kahit hindi nya ako sinipot sa Robinson Mall dahil nagkasabay sila nung bestfriend nya sa bus kaya umuwi na lang din sya. Kahit na malayo sya, faithful pa rin ako kasi nga mahal ko sya, ansaya kaya, try mo :))

Iniisip ko pa nun pag iipunan ko ung chocolate flavor na Red Ribbon Cake pati ung unan na bibilhin ko para sa kanya syempre pati flowers. That time kasi my trabaho ako, kakahired ko lang, inspired kasi kaya un, naghahanap ng pera pantustos, hehe :))

Xmpre hindi masaya ung Valentine’s Day ko nun kasi hindi na sya nagparamdam, sa isip ko nun “Multo nga nagpaparamdam sa mga mahal nila, ung buhay pa kaya?” Kaya ayun, senti modes lagi. Parang baliw, parang ansarap na lang magtrip tipong makikipagrelasyon lahit hindi mo mahal para kapag nagbreak okay lang..db??

Pero mali rin syempre yun. Sabi nila hindi maitatama ng pagkakamali ang isa pang mali. totoo nga kaya?? LOLs :))

Gusto ko na lang maging masaya. Choice ko naman yun. Mahirap maging seryoso, This time I will play it safely. No more taking risk. No more dramas about love. I killed that part of mine. Siguro sa tamang panahon at tamang tao. Pero sa ngayon.

TIME OUT muna ako…

My Childhood Sweetheart

2010-10-13T08:43:00.002-07:00

Sakit sa PUSO

2010-10-13T08:13:00.000-07:00

Ang pagmamahal sabi nila ang pinakamasarap na pakiramdam sa lahat, ang magmahal para kang isang adik na kakahithit lang ng droga..high..heaven...Subalit ito rin ang pakiramdam na kaya kang patayin..sa sobrang lungkot..sa sobrang sakit.. Minsan pa nga nagagawang magpakamatay dahil dito. At sang-ayon naman ako sa mga bagay na iyon..Na masarap magmahal at masakit na masaktan dahil sa nagmahal ka..Pero dapat mu rin isipin na may nagmamahal din sa'yo ng higit pa...nanay at tatay...mga kaibigan..*madaling sabihin pero mahirap gawin* Hindi naman kasi araw-araw ay pasko..na hindi ka pwedeng hindi masaktan..Kapag nagmahal ka dapat handa ka na ring masaktan..sabi nila?? *siguro nga*

Sa akin, tama masakit na hindi ka mahalin ng taong mahal mo..pero bakit ka magpapakamatay??, ok lang siguro mag EMO..umiyak? hindi kumain saglit.. Hindi ka ginawa para masaktan at magpakamatay dahil sa nasaktan ka dahil nagmahal...Yung iba nga kahit ilang beses silang nasasaktan hindi pa rin sila sumusuko...

Sabi nga nila: "Weather, weather lang yan"

Mas masakit din maghintay sa wala..sabi nila tiyagain mo lang magiging kayo..tipong pakipot lang..pero ang balak pala gawin kang ATM..LOLs :))..Kaya ako, kapag ayaw walang ng pilitan..kapag ayaw sken..edi wag..pero malimit naman yung gnun sken..LOLs :))..

Masakit magmahal ng hindi ka mahal..pwede kang friend o kaya gawing pain reliver..kaya ako, kung magiging pain reliver lang ako..isang malaking ASA..syempre iiwan kita sa ere..Nagawa ko na dati..masakit, nakaka emo, tulala..ayoko nang maulit uli..tipong kapag nagkakita ng bago kalimutan na..ansaya..ano ka diyos??

Kaya kung gusto mo ako, sabihin mo lang..Madali naman ako kausap, o kaya magpakita ka ng motibo..db??..Wala na kasi sa bukabolaryo ko ang salitang "Maghintay" ano yun?? bago ba yun?? pagkain??..Nakakadala na kasi..tested na ako sa ganyan laging negative output kaya better to try other input so it will be other output, it will be for better nor than worst..hmmmmmmmmm....Siguro sa tamang panahon matutunan ko ulit yan..pero sa ngaun..Time out ako jan :P

STI Seminar

2010-09-29T06:15:00.000-07:00

Yesterday STI Santa Maria held a "Robotics and Game Development Seminar" at Waltermart Cinema 3 "our school is not that rich to held a seminar at the cinema were just very rich" *devil's laugh*.

"a shot inside the cinema."

"a merienda kit and a certificate from the seminar..Loves"

The seminar was very interesting. The first part was Robotics, it tells about the robots and how robots help us and what robots can do in this generation. The speaker says that many countries still developing robots in the fact that they will make it more useful for the people. Maybe someday, companies didn't need a workers, just robots. But still " a lot of things can humans do than robots."

I was amaze on the WonderBots they groove like the Wonder Girls. That was very entertaining and a lot of us was amaze when we saw that video of the WonderBots.

The second part was the Game Development. But before the second part was started the levelupgames.ph company held a raffle draw that gives a free shirt, lanyards, installer and posters. But I'm not one of the lucky winner, it means I'm not lucky *grrrrrrrrrr* The second part started. Tells about how to make a game and how it will work. Many programs needed and a lot of minds. But when you see the results, all the effort that you exert is worth it. Again I was amaze. "WwwwooooowwwW!!"

After the seminar I go to my love Table Tennis. Again we go to Kuya Bj's Place that was near to my house that's why it's fine to me, even we finished late. Again it was Me, Myron, Mark, Maricquel, Gia and Kuya Bj. But I'm happy playing with them because they are my teammates and we will be always a TEAM.I love you TEAM!!!

Math Plus Math Plus

2010-09-27T20:48:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is another day. Every people has it's own ability and has it own right time to shine just keep your faith and it will happen.

Blog post...blog post. I don't know why I post a lot yesterday until today. But I should because I want to share my experiences and happenings in my life. Maybe I'm inspired right now. Maybe I don't know what to do in this inspiration. Maybe I should keep it as inspiration because my life has more meaning right now. *giggles*

My blog post for this time is about my Math Plus subject it's easy but when we apply it on our professor's questions/problem solving questions we find it difficult to answer and apply what she told to us. Maybe there is something wrong on the questions?? the professor?? to us?? *thinking* Maybe?, I don't know..But for this Prefinals Grading Period a lot of us got a very low grade I think the highest got 79..in college that is 2.75..To think Math Plus is just the basic because our lessons prior to our subjects are: Converting Fraction, Percentage, Ratio, Proportion are applied through problem solving questions. But in my case I exempted in this grading period because I'm a varsity player. But I do attend my classes in my seatwork 1 I got 8 over 30 I failed, quiz 1 I got 18 over 30 I passed, but it's a low grade also then In my quiz 2 I got 12 over 30 I failed again.

I don't have my Prefinal Exam because the schedule of our examination is the same schedule of our game for BULPRISA. My classmates also got a low grade they envy our professor but they think more to get a highest grade on the Finals "The finals is 40% of the whole grade when it's combine." Good luck to us hope we can get a higher grade in the Finals to have a excellent grade in Math Plus because it was just a Basic Math.."Pray for us" *giggles*

"We will have a seminar today, I think to share more about of that later then we think to play again(Table Tennis) at Kuya Bj's Place w/ a whole team, hopefully they come." *praying*

Despicable Me

2010-09-27T09:47:00.001-07:00

All the people has it good and bad sides even the most bad creature in the world has it own good side. Not all bad is just BAD there's a good part on their heart that just he didn't work out.

Despicable Me is a must seen film. A cartoon movie but we learn a lot from this.

I just watched it yesterday because my friends wants to watched movie that why we give it a try to watched then we enjoyed.

I love Agnes very much she's very cute and charming how I wish I will have a daughter like her she's cute and loving. *Agnes, Agnes*

Edith and Margo are cute also but Agnes is the best!!!

This is the unicorn part. I love this part and much more to Agnes. *laughs*

Nandaka yoku wakaranai.

2010-09-27T08:01:00.000-07:00

Expect the unexpected. Don't expect too much because the more you expect the serious the damage will be.

I will post what I did for this day. I woke up late at 10:30 am, but in my case it's not late because my class schedule for this day will be at 4:00pm *how nice my schedule is??* I ate my breakfast for this morning I ate a SPAM or the MALING but it contained a bacon it was so delicious. And a noodles w/ pork w/ a soup and veggies..*yum yum* Then I faced my computer..Like my daily routines at cyber world: open my facebook account, twitter account, update my status, comment to some friends, open my blog *but not to post just to stand by to my blog and listen to my background blog music..ahekz!!* but for this day I played my IDATEaccount but for the not so good day for my IDATE..it was hacked..I don't want to talked about that because until now I grieve for what happened. Then when the 2:00pm comes I get ready for school. I take a bath, prepare my things then go to the school.

For this day I had a class in Math Plus I and Communication Arts I. But in Math Plus the professor just gave our seatworks, quizzes and examination papers then let us see what our Prefinals Grade is..But in my case I failed to take exam because I'm a varsity player in Table Tennis..I think I'm exempted *still praying for this* that why my professor didn't finish to compute my grades on her subject. In Communication Arts I, the guard told me that Ms.Mendoza *my COMARTS I professor* is absent for this day that why I just go to what I love to do.

in the red circle that is Myron, in the blue is Kuya Bj and in the yellow is Mark.

For this Me and Myron visited at Kuya Bj's Place, just near to our school. I told Mark earlier that Kuya Bj told me too visit his place to play table tennis that day but Mark failed to come because he didn't have classes to attend.

We played table tennis in a school uniform attire but we enjoy because it's our same denominator *to play table tennis* Kuya Bj bought a Robo Pong, it was a machine that throws a ping pong balls that helps the player to trained his ability in different kinds of spin that a players needs to know to be expert in the game. Kua Bj and Myron tried the machine. But me???, maybe next time?? *laughs* Then we played a set: 1 set for Myron, I lose but the game was almost tie. *devil's laugh* 2 sets for Kua Bj, 1st I lose. 2nd I lose again. Maybe next time I will earned a win. *hopefully, LOLs :))*

When we finished our game Myron and I decided to go home because it was 8:00pm already before we go home we bought some drinks to refresh ourselves then rest for a minute then we go home.

I enjoyed a lot this day, hopefully tomorrow will be a lot of fun also :))

Some Picture

2010-09-26T07:46:00.001-07:00

This is our team w/ a STI Balagtas when we had our tune up from them.

This day had a lot of fun and new friends are known.

When we visited at Maricquel's House, my bebe girl..LOLs xD

We watched February 29th the story was great but I do little bit confused.

Our training at STI Sta.Maria the one in formal attire was John Myron Rifol, the best table tennis player in our school but he's not BEST in the heart of his girl.

At Sacred Heart Academy, this year host of the BULPRISA IV

We are at our headquarters to rest and get ready for the fight.

GO!! STI STA. MARIA!!

At Myron's Residence we ate a lot there. Thanks to Myron's Mom

and to his brother that also entertained us.

Friends

2010-09-26T07:07:00.000-07:00

Life is not just about born and death but it also includes the things, persons and experiences surrounds our being people.

I'm sorry for not being active for a long time, to busy for many things that's why I can't find a time to post and fix my blog. I have lots of things on my mind that I wanted to share, maybe tomorrow I will post 3,I'll try, I do my best.

For now a short post, I will share what kind of friendship that I have. When I attend my class this semester. It never comes to my mind that I will have a better company or friendship that built from the people of STI. I thought It will become the same as the past universities that I attended, but I was wrong. STI Sta. Maria gives me a new and unforgettable experiences that I will treasure in my whole life. First thing is to have my STI Table Tennis family, the friendship is not easily built but we're very sure that the foundation of our friendship and our team is even more better than before, because now we laugh almost the whole day when we have our training. And some other time we do missed a lot each other when we attend our own classes. I'm happy to have them as a family that never leave each other and the same thing we love Table Tennis

God gives us strength to fight and to love Him. The way He loves us and protect us.

26th of August

2010-08-26T09:15:00.000-07:00

I learned a lot of things about values today at my NSTP I instructed by Ms.Annalyn Guinacaran, one of my favorite instructor at STI Sta.Maria. And she did very well on discussing the things and how to make it work for us even though we did a lot of mistakes in the past. But my blog post is not about what I learned today maybe tomorrow or the next day I will share it here. But for now I just stated what I did for the whole day.

7:55 am

I woke up it's too early but for this day I need to came at school at 8:00 am. That's why I'm late for our training for Table Tennis, my sport for 3 years(I started playing table tennis when I'm 3rd year high school/junior high school). I rushed my breakfast. I take a bath in 10 minutes, usually I need 20-30 minutes but for now I need to make it quickly. Then I go to school.

8:39 am

I came to school. I found out that almost all of them are there. Then when they saw me, one of my teammate said "I thought you didn't come.", I said "I need to do some important things that's why I'm late."

Then I started to warm up. After that we did a lot of drills for the game play. I played DOUBLES that's why my partner and I need to get along with the play of one another.

I did some errors, he also. We need to practice more to have a good combination with our plays.

11:15am

We did our medical examination for the BULPRISA, the competition that our school joined. Weighing scale, height meter, Anemometer and Nurses, they did the medical examination. And it finished well.

12:30 pm

I ate my lunch with my girls co-table tennis team. We just quietly ate our meal because we're very hungry doing our training but we're enjoy. eat, eat, eat....

1:15 pm

We go ahead to Sacred Heart Academy to have a practice game, that was a big school here at Sta.Maria, Bulacan. And the facilities was good. They had 3 tables used to play, a lot of ping-pong balls. We did a practice game then having a new friend is much nicer.

3:00 pm

I ran home to get shower then change my clothes, I have my class at 4 pm.

To be continued I need to sleep we have a fieldtrip tomorrow :))

I'm back and it's Aug. 28, 2010.

7:00 pm

I ate my dinner I sleep early. That's all thank you :))

Highlight of August 25

2010-08-25T06:02:00.000-07:00

Start a brand new day by leaving the past and facing the present things with a smile.
Be who you are and all will follows. Good things will come as you face it on a good way.

My day started as usual. I woke up 8am and I did my daily routine. I had a tofu on my breakfast that's why this morning is one of the best morning I had.

She is my younger sister named Yuiko.

She is cute right??..Like me, she is so cheerful and she made us laugh always when she asked some weird thing(because she is young she didn't a lot of things, but she is so funny, LOLs).She is good on her school activities and she had a lot academic awards because she has a brain like me..LOLs :))

This day she told me that she needed a dance step for her prod number at her school. She will sing with a dance(what a talented kid..like me,LOLs) I thought her some easy dance steps that fit on her cuteness. And she delivered it well. In that case I am so happy that I helped her because most of the time she helped me when I told her to get some of my things, water or my cellphone. That's why I love her much, mwuah2..

In the afternoon I tried to buy of one of my favorite merienda...a rice cake. But sadly the store ran out of stock..huhu :((...I'm so sad, but I had my pain reliever...ICE CREAM!!!

Yehey!!!..I'm so childish..LOLs..but I'm not that old I'm only 17 it's okay..LOLs..I bought some peanuts and a instant noodles for my uncle and my sister. When I got home I cooked the noodles then gave it to them. They ate it while their watching television.(what a good life,LOLs)

Then I decided to open my facebook then a friend Michael Cormanes, a schoolmate that migrate to Australia. He sent me a message. He asked how am I doing, how's my life, I said I'm fine and I'm good taking up my course in college. Then he asked me if I want korean songs..I said I love it (I'm a big fan of the kpop group I love the way they act, sing, dance, the appearance, hair, clothes, everything..LOLs) Then he sent me a 38 kpop songs by the following groups/singers: Super Junior, Super Junior-T, Shinee, Bigbang, Epik High, Taeyang, G Dragon, FT Island, Girls Generation and SS501

That's why I had a lot of songs right now. I want their song very much I want to learn HANGUL, for me to understand the meaning of their songs. But even though I didn't understand it I loved it.LOLs...The music the way they sing it, the type of their music...I want to be a K-POP artist...LOLs :))

This day I had 4 blog post hope to share more with you guys. Hope you will visit this blog more often, and try to comment for me to know what is my right and wrong, hehe :))

Good Night, may God shower us His blessings and protect us from danger.

God bless, Take care...

Insensitive

2010-08-25T05:23:00.000-07:00

I wish some people should understand the feelings of others and be sensitive on it.

Being a relative of a killed victim on some incident, it's not easy to forget and accept that his gone.

We should put RESPECT on our hearts and our mind.

I know it's not easy but we should learn this word to commit the same thing that other people throw to us.

Respect to be respected.

Being silent is a big help to the relatives who feels the emptiness from the victim.

We should use it.

God please forgive our sins.

A Good and a Bad news for the Philippines

2010-08-25T03:16:00.000-07:00

We never know what God in stored for us.
But one thing we know that God guaranteed our safety and our goodness on His will.
God never fails, He know what is right and He loves us.

Philippines new administration(under Pres. Aquino) is fixing the damages that made by the past administration(under Pres. Arroyo). The filipinos are relieved when Pres. Aquino elected this year. Hoping to have a new good generation for the Philippines, that will help the whole nation to up lift from ~~poverty~~.

Last Monday, the whole world is awaken by the "Quirino Grandstand Hostage taking".

A ex-police get insane that hostage one bus that consist of tourists that the only want is to visit and tour our country to have a Philippine Experience, but that experience leads to a ~~bad experience~~ that worsen the image of our country.

The Chinese community was very disappointed from what the Philippine Police did.

They thought that the Philippine Police are weak that cannot solve a problem like this. That holds the life of more than 25 innocent peoples by a ex-Philippine Police.

After a 12-hour hostage taking the hostage taker killed. And some of the victims are saved but some are not.

From this incident Chinese countries banned the tour to the Philippines that a bad news for our country and for the Philippines. Hope our new administration will fix this and get back the good friendship of the filipino and chinese.

On the other hand. Yesterday the Coronation Night of Miss Universe 2010.

Venus Raj represent our country and it has a good output.

She placed the 4th runner-up from Miss Universe 2010. And it was an heart-warming battle for her. Because before she compete to Miss Universe many controversies here in the Philippines that blocked her way to joined the competition.

She did an excellent fight, from what our country facing right now Venus Raj gave back the pride of being a filipino and we have a guts to face the world and we're also a one of kind that gave us a big uniqueness from the other country.

Hope that we still love our country although some people did some distracting things.

We have a things to be proud of from being a FILIPINO.

Living life

2010-08-24T07:32:00.000-07:00

Living life is hard but there is one person we can lean on after the rain hits us.

Never ever think that His not be there.

God is always there to help and love us. God never leave us.

This is my comeback post. Many days has come, many thought on my mind that now I realize. Life is not about what you have, but it's about what you have done.

I realized how short our life can be. We can live only 1 sec. or a half sec. in Earth. And I pity them because there didn't experience good meanings of life.

But some of us that exist more than 40 yrs. that just spent their lives in doing bad things

they didn't realize how beautiful this life can be because they destroyed that chance to meet it.

God sacrifice His own life for us. To forgive from our sins and let us live on this beautiful world.

But why people keep doing bad things that make their lives miserable.

It's not my problem anymore... But I'm worried on the persons that affects their moves.

The family that they build. The family that just did for the sake of sex.

Life is not about sex anymore. God made us because our existence has a purpose.

And all of us are equal.

"Life is short, Make good times most of it and your life will not we just short but it's a short but a happy life"

“Who is your Super ONE and why?”

2010-07-25T06:42:00.000-07:00

My Super ONE is my Mama...

Because she is the best. She do anything just for us, she sacrifice what she like just for our good. Although we didn't have a much time for each other, because mama works abroad at Japan...She's an entertainer their and I'm proud of her, she start working their at 18 yrs. old and until now she is there to support our needs...She is my SUPER ONE because she never let me down although I made many mistakes, I dropped my past subjects...She is still supporting me for what I want and for what I think is right. She is always there..I remembered when I joined a competition..it's a table tennis competition..before I go to my game, my mama call at me just to wish me a good luck and gave me some advice..how to lose my nervous and focus to the game, although it just a phone call but I still know how my mama worries on me..I feel it on her voice and through the words came out through her mouth...I Love You Mama, although I miss saying it to you, I just do it for you to feel how much I Love You Mama...I Miss You...Hope we've been together very soon...

CLICK HERE MY SUPER ONE

without you

2010-07-21T20:47:00.000-07:00

"I can't escape from YOU, I still want you badly. why you leave me like this :(( ..."

It's been a long time when it happens. But the wound is still there and it make me feel uncertain. When I see you I want to ask why you leave me?...I don't know the complete answer yet but you just dumped me without anything for me. I wish I could forget that I have you in my life, I have the times when we're together...I know It's corny but It kills me...I want to have amnesia, I don't know what should I do, I know your happy with your life now, your happy what you have...And It doesn't involve me. It's hard but I need to be with it, I know I can't escape...I think I need more time for it, I don't know but...You taught me the feeling that I'm not familiar with, xie xie!!!

waiting for you

2010-07-21T05:57:00.000-07:00

"I thought you are the one, but you are the one who broke my heart into ~~pieces~~"

I know I loved you, I gave my all and I felt it from the start.*the verbs are past tense...it's all a past (^^,)*. The times I waited for you patiently *I'm not the kind of person who wants to wait and to keep hang but INSANELY says???..I did it* , keep on sending you a message time by time and make an effort to call and open the computer when your online.*I can't imagine I did this just for ~~you~~...maybe It's just a mistake..LOL :))*

But you know what my only condition is......it's not that difficult to do. Just tell me if you didn't love me...it's not that hard to do..right??...but WTH and WTF you just keep me hanging and waiting...~~FUCK YOU!!!~~ *sorry parental guidance is advice*...I'm not asking why, what's the problem...I just accept the fact that our love will never last forever...But what you did??..you just ignore me. I'm sorry If I'm not the one that you wish for...but no one can do what I did to you...I'm the best like what you said...*LOL :))*

There always You in my life because you're a part of who is HIROSHI SANGINES right now...

Love is always around, there's a time for it...I just wait for the right time to come...I wait patiently(^^,)

Mhika Aela's Day(^^,)

2010-07-20T03:38:00.001-07:00

"Thus life need to be with someone?...

friend or family maybe an option, but thus make your life contented?

a fact that has a difficult answer but easier to live it.

Life is hard but there's a remedy to love and live your life."

The day started with my facebook account as usual I opened my account then read some comments, accept some friend request then put some status. I visit my blog site then I post new blog post (picture blog post for this morning).

At the afternoon my uncle asked me to fill up the check that we need for the house payment (as usual it's a monthly ritual) then I ate my lunch, for this lunch I have galunggong and chicken curry. Then back in facebook. Master(Mhika Aela Jong) asked a favor. She asked me about a camera/phone that has a camera if I have an available one, then I let her borrowed my "blue cp" it has a camera but does not have a SMS messages sent here at the Philippines because it is from Japan.

The clock strikes at 3pm then I decided to go at Master's Internet Cafe(the meeting place). After 30 mins. I got her place, I found her sitting at the front of computer(head computer) wearing her uniform(cute!!! *ahekz*). I gave what she need then we talk some things about school, about the shop, as usual we have laugh trip as we tease some funny creatures...*trip2* LOL :))

After a few minutes she decided to go home(in my house *my dream, LOL :))*). We go downstairs while we taking the stairs me first followed by her she hold my shoulders(I felt the electricity ran through my veins...*LOL :))*) then we walk she hold at my arms...(like a muse and escort *LOL :))*). She decided to ride a tricycle to go home. I escorted her until we hit the tricycle station....kawaii''''''*waves*

I decided too to go home...I ride a jeep I came home safely then I ate some cakes(2 slices of chocolate cake...*yum yum*)...LOL :))

Some Happenings(^^,)

2010-07-19T17:16:00.000-07:00

"My Life is not about ~~You~~...it's about me, now you shouldafraid of loosing me...*ahekz!!!*"

Birthday cake of my sister Kireiko. She just turned 15 this July 19...

Happy Borthday Kirei ^^, wish all the best...good health...and take care.....

Matthew(on the left), Me(at the center) and Yuiko(on my right)

That's late 9pm when we're decided to sing at the party, LOL :))

Picture again!!!!!..ROFL....

After he sing..hehe :))

Kireiko(at the left), Me(at the right)

Boredom makes us crazy...harhar...

I'm so cute..hehe^^,peace...

Me and my little sister "Yuiko"

She knows how to face cameras, LOL :))....

Practice....Love....God....

2010-07-17T10:42:00.000-07:00

"Practice makes perfect, but there's no ~~perfect~~ so why practice??...Practice makes you improve your potential/skills to be much better."

"Does love need to practice to make you better??..I think it's not about being in love to be skilled...ROFL (^^,)...Love existence is like an air that doesn't anyone knows that he could have it, but some people makes an air fresh as an air of love used to play and to make past time...grrrrrr..."

I just love myself before I love anyone. We should take care of ourself because there's only one, you and only one me.God loves us and we should love God w/ His unchanging love to us.

keep silence shhhhhhhh

2010-06-25T20:14:00.000-07:00

"Silence means more than words that came out to your mouth. It's more complicated. Sometimes it better to say goodbye than leaving without premises. It's better to hear than being ignored. Ignorance a state of being uninformed, and awareness is not around. Only means your not important."

Being ignored felt your the cheapest person around because your priceless/meaningless. Emotionally it kills but it helps you to develop your self-esteem and the level of revenge. *looking good is the best revenge (^^,)*

Silence means more. Goodbye is better to say than keep silent. It hurts but being silent, It kills....

I don't know but until know it's not easy to bare with. I think it's better to keep than expressing it. It's a fucking thing that never change of that bullshit person that never realize that fuck shit state that should keep on that bitch mind.

But I promise I will be better person and I'll never express my feeling until that person stated first I let them wait..it's a good revenge..and I let them be teased by my good looks. *devil's laugh*

No Other - Super Junior

2010-06-24T19:38:00.000-07:00

Neo gateun saram tto eopseo (No Other)

Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

Neoui ttatteuthan geu soni chagapge, chagapge shikeo isseul ttae
Neoui ganghaetdeon geu ma eumi nal karopge sangcheo badasseul ttae
Naega jaba julge anajulge salmyeoshi, geugeoseuro jakeun iroman dwendamyeon johgesseo
Eonjena deo maneun geol haejugo shipeun nae mam neon da mollado dwae

Gaseumi sorichyeo marhae jayuro-un nae yeonghon
Eonjena cheo-eumui imaeum euro neoreul saranghae georeo watdeon shiganboda nameun nari deo manha

Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

Naui ganan haetdeon maeumi nunbushige jeomjeom byeonhaegal ttae
Jakeun yokshimdeuri deoneun neomchiji anhge nae mamui geureut keojyeogalttae
Argo isseo geu modeun iyuneun bunmyeonghi nega isseo ju-eotdaneun geot geu, geot ttak hana ppun
Eonjena gamsahae. Naega mankeum geuri jalhal su iggenni yeah

Gaseumi sorichyeo marhae jayuro-un nae yeonghon
Eonjena cheo-eumui imaeum euro neoreul saranghae georeo watdeon shiganboda nameun nari deo manha

Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

Rap> Itjanha jogeum aju jogeum na sujupjiman neon molla sokeun taeyangboda tteugeoweo nae mam jom arajweo
TV show-e na oneun Girl deureun mudae-eseo bichi nandedo neon eonjena nunbushyeo (Naega michyeo michyeo Baby)
Saranghandan neoui mare sesangeuk da gajin nan You & I, You’re so fine neo gateun saram isseulkka
Saranghae oh, negeneun ojik neoppun iran geol babo gateun na-egeneun jeonburaneungeol arajweo

Gateun gireul georeo wasseo urin seoro dalpagago itjanha nolla-ul ppuniya goma-ul ppuniya saranghal ppuniya

Neo gateun saram tto eopseo juwireul dureobwado geujeo georeohdeongeol eodiseo channi
Neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun saram neo gatchi joheun ma eum neo gatchi joheun seonmul
Neomu dahaeng iya aesseo neorel jikyeojul geu sarami baro naraseo eodiseo channi
Na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi haengbokhan nom na gatchi unneun geureon choegoro haengbokhan nom

Miserable(-_-)

2010-06-24T07:50:00.000-07:00

"Love is the greatest feeling on earth, All of us want this to feel and to live with it. But sometimes it is the way of hurting yourself. Some says prepare yourself to be hurt when you love. You can't love without hurting?...*why God make it like this?, is there no other way to love without hurting?, maybe just flirting*"

In my life I felt Love just a months ago. It feels so good, that each seconds of your day that person you loved is the only one I think off and the only way for me to be happy. But it's wrong putting a person on the center of your life is like a suicide. That you give that person the ability to hurt you even more. It felt ~~miserable.~~

That's why when I will Love again. I will not give my everything. I will known the person more. I will use my brain to think and my heart just to be feel the love but not the ~~pain.~~

just for my MYX Mag K-POP Special(^^,)

2010-06-24T06:18:00.000-07:00

This day starts like my normal days, wake-up, washed my face, ate breakfast then open my facebook account. But what is special on this day is I bought my MYX MAG K-POP Special. I go to SM Marilao to buy it. I went to National Book Store but they ran out of stock *how sad*. But I don't lose hope I went to Hypermarket but they did the same thing *awts*. I try on other Magazine Shop but they don't have it also *sad*...

From Bulacan I go to North Edsa just to have this Magazine. I looked at Astroplus, Filbars , Hypermarket but they ran out of stock but I looked in National Book Store in the magazine stands there's no MYX Mag *heartbeat*. But when I go on the other side there's an stand just for this MYX Mag *so happy*. The time is 2:30pm *I have a class at 4:00pm* I need to rush going home and to my class...

But Thanks God I got home safely and I did it to my class at 4:10pm *not too much late just a 10 minutes,LOL :))*

Immaturity in me

2010-06-22T19:05:00.000-07:00

"I'm immature, *I know!!!* Sometimes it's a problem but in the other side, Immaturity will help you to recover easily and live life immature."

Sometimes a didn't really get serious in my life, I just playing, make my life easier in the way I just laugh almost all the things. Sometimes they think I don't have a problem anymore *I wish I don't have a problem* but I'm only human and as a human a have that ~~fucking problems.~~ I just let it by myself. I know I can handle it easily by Immaturity Means by ignoring it and just laugh about it, but sometimes it's hard to shed all the emotions that I have it made me feel miserable and alone. But I just forget it even though it's hard to do but I can do it *fight!!! fight!!!*

My Immaturity sometimes leads me to bad experiences like the persons called you a childish one *in my appearance, I'm too big for that, fuck!!!* But I just let them on what they feel for me, because I know who am I and if they didn't want me then go, I don't need them in my life. *devil's laugh*

But in the good side Immaturity helps me to recover easily from problems because I just put on my mind I just with them, I'm not serious, I will be happy when I watch comedy films so what's the reason of being sad. Just listen to my K-POP songs and I dance and I will be happy. It just a matter of thinking not all the hurt should be undergo to the HEART. Just reserve it to the person who will LOVE you the most no matter who you are. And I think it will be much better to feel.*I'm waiting for you^^*

Some SuJu Facts

2010-06-22T08:16:00.000-07:00

Super Junior confirmed their super popularity with 4th album titled song "미인아 BONAMANA" by placing first place on Music Bank for three straight weeks and winning Triple Crown on 인기가요 (The Music Trend).

On the June 25 (KST), Super Junior is planning another super wave with the release of their follow-up single "너같은 사람 또 없어 No Other" on various music sites including Melon, Doshirak, Cyworld and Bugs. The song "No Other", included in Super Junior's repackage version of their 4th album, is a pop dance song that has a trendy beat based on South hip-hop and an impressive synth riff. The lyrics are outspoken feelings of a man in love and Super Junior plans to win the hearts of their fans and listeners once again.

Super Junior is also releasing a repackaged version of their 4th album on the June 28 offline. In it are the original 11 tracks, in addition to 4 new tracks, which includes their follow-up single "No Other" and a remix version of "Shake It Up", making a total of 15 tracks.

Super Junior will stop their promotions with "미인아 BONAMANA" on KBS Music Bank on the 25th.

About the releasing of their album here in the Philippines

UNIVERSAL RECORDS & SUPER JUNIOR UNITED PHILIPPINES INVITE YOU TO "FINDING MIINA : BONAMANA ALBUM LAUNCH EVENT" ON JULY 3, 2010 (SATURDAY)

Universal Records and Super Junior United Philippines invite you to "FINDING MIINA : BONAMANA ALBUM RELEASE LAUNCH EVENT". This event will be held on JULY 3 (SATURDAY) in three of Metro Manila's biggest record stores - ASTROPLUS THE BLOCK SM NORTH EDSA, MUSIC ONE GREENBELT and ODYSSEY MEGAMALL. It's going to have FREEBIES TO END ALL FREEBIES !

All of Super Junior's previous album releases like "Sorry Sorry" (which is certified Gold in the Philippines), "Supergirl" (by sub-group Super Junior-M) and "Super Show 2 Live Album" shot straight to the NUMBER ONE position in record store's album charts! Will "Bonamana" album be their 4th CONSECUTIVE NUMBER ONE ALBUM in the country?

"Bonamana" music video is currently NUMBER ONE on MYX Music Channel's three coundowns - MYX Daily Top 10, MYX International Top 20 and MYX Hit Chart for THREE CONSECUTIVE WEEKS!

Start saving up & we promise you it's so worth your money, patience & effort to go to the event! More details coming soon!

About the day I started to make it fruitful :D

2010-06-22T07:24:00.001-07:00

"In life sometimes we didn't easily realize the

meaning why is this happening or why God let this happened to me. But we should kept in our mind that God never leave us even though a million times we ~~forget~~ about Him, and didn't follow His will to us. We're very lucky that we have our GOD ALMIGHTY."

My blog post this time is just about what I did, thoughts and dream off this day.

I wake up early this morning about 6:30 am even though I don't have my classes. Because of the struggling voices of my sister I did wake up . I just ate my breakfast I had embutido, pinangat, then rice. From their I cleaned the cage of dog Mumai, my baby dog then I gave her breakfast and we played for about 2 hrs., after that I decided to have my morning rituals my K-POP soundtrip I'm just danced from the tune like what the singer did in their performances. then I get tired I decided to open my facebook account and find it boring this morning I don't have any friends online, after 5 mins. I turned it off.

When the c'lock strikes at
10 a
m my nanay came then told me to go with her in bank located a little bit from our house. When we are in our way to bank the rain comes and it turned my mood so badly I want to fly to get from the bank easily ang got home. But obviously it's impossible.

Around 1pm we got home. I'm very hungry and Mumai seems to be hungry also she said . I watched "First Wives Club" "Smile Honey" and "High Kick" my favorite noon time show, LOL :))

After that I decided to sleep, I got almost 2 hrs. of sleep then I watched "Impostor" and "Naruto Shippuden" saranghae Maja Salvador.

At 7pm I ate my dinner. Mumai ate also. I opened my computer. From their I decided to open my old account when I opened it I got 50 new friend request. I felt happy then I added them and transfer them to my new account even though I didn't know them. And I cancelled my old account and finally decided that I will not open it again...

1st impression did last??

2010-06-21T06:24:00.000-07:00

"" I don't know why I can't absorb the things that they threw for me, sometimes I find it hard to understand?..Maybe it just a matter of time to really know each other more."

In my college first day I find it hard to talk to my classmate to focus to my class to recite well...Maybe I'm lack of confidence facing that kind of crowd. Sometimes I think that I'm not that handsome for them to recognize me easily. That's why I keep on silent, just a bit of chit chat when they ask me I just answered their question.

Maybe in my past first day in college in not that friendly that's why they not want me to talk with or to be bond with. But deep inside of me I want to talk to them and make a "big circle of friends." But it's not happen.

It's my fault I don't show them who is me on the first or second day because I snob them. That's why I'm still on first year right now because of this problem I'm very concern of my surroundings that what they gonna say about me, I'm afraid to reject if I do introduce myself to them and I find it difficult.

I should change myself and I should not afraid to show what I have...Confidence is important it should be runs to me :))

How can I celebrate a father's day?

2010-06-20T09:25:00.000-07:00

"In my life now, I didn't felt what was a daddy is...I'm not trained to say the word daddy", that's why I can't say it easily. A short word that a 17 years old guy can't open his mouth to say it without thinking twice."

Father(I have no idea??)...

Since birth I don't know my father because he left us. I don't know what his reason of leaving but does he think of me before he leave??..."Maybe no", because if he do think of me he did not left me on my mother that easily...I don't know what a father is. Maybe a person who needs to have a baby and that's all,LOL :))..I don't even know what a father instructions to his son...What my father wants to fulfill of his son. His son that never fails to wait for Him. That one day he knocks on the door finding for me or a phone call, even a message that address to me says "How are you?".

But many years has come, I grew up even his shadows I haven't seen...I thought phone call/message it's not hard in our technology right now...I even don't know if he still existing.

Maybe GOD has a plan. I will let GOD do his plan for me. But I don't know if I still have a chance to see him, "Maybe on 2nd life." hopefully...

Heart Break (-_-)

2010-06-20T03:01:00.003-07:00

"Sometimes we can say "I'm okay." even though it hurts inside, it kills you down. "

Trivia:

Heart break is can cause malfunction of the heart(really???). Like what heartbroken says "It hurts!!" emotionally but also physically. It can damage your heart and can cause some diseases.

Let's start this(heartbeat)...

This year I felt the sadness of being ~~heartbroken~~ (but I already moved-on,LOL.) But that time I'm very depressed about this "Heart Break". That time I remember the song better in time by Leona Lewis the song says "thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too it'll get better in time even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve too it'll all get better in time." It's not easy to move-on it's hard and complicated this are the times you want to die and thought that "my life will never be the same without you!!!"

My last heart break takes a 3-months of moving-on, the months were I ask myself "Why is it happen?" "What is my fault?" "Did I gave my all?" months that I knew ~~depression~~ (I talk to myself, I felt miserable.) But I just put on my mind that ~~my life is not about her~~ my life is about me and the persons, things, dreams that made me inspired to go on and live my life to the fullest. That I can be happy without her.

Time is important in moving on....it takes time to heal and there's a time to love again and be happy.

Neo Animyeon Andwae(It has to be you) - Yesung

2010-06-10T06:18:00.000-07:00

oneuldo nae gieogeul ttarahemaeda

i gil kkeuteseo seoseongineun na

dasin bol sudo eomneun niga nareul butjaba

naneun tto i gireul mutneunda

neol bogo sipdago

tto ango sipdago

jeo haneulbomyeo gidohaneun nal

niga animyeon andwae

neo eobsin nan andwae

na ireoke haru handareul tto illyeoneul

na apado joha

nae mam dachyeodo joha nan

geurae nan neo hanaman saranghanikka

na du beon dasineun

bonael su eopdago

na neoreul itgo salsun eopdago

niga animyeon andwae

neo eobsin nan andwae

na ireoke haru handareul tto illyeoneul

na apado joha

nae mam dachyeodo joha nan

geurae nan neo hanaman saranghanikka

nae meongdeun gaseumi

neol chajaorago

sorichyeo bureunda

neon eodinneungeoni

naui moksori deulliji annni

naegeneun

na dasi sarado

myeot beoneul taeeonado

harudo niga eobsi sal su eomneun na

naega jikyeojul saram

naega saranghal saram nan

geurae nan neo hanamyeon chungbunhanikka

neo hanaman saranghanikka

Blue Tomorrow

2010-06-09T03:20:00.001-07:00

When it’s tomorrow, you will leave my side. When it’s tomorrow, I will wish upon a shooting star alone just like the ending of a movie our ending fulfilled the prediction of tears.
Broken promises all over the ground, the yesterday that cannot be pieced together again. But I keep looking forward to the appearance of a miracle, I still reminisce the past when we were in love I’m still waiting for you to come back to my side. Tears are falling on the side of my cold pillow I hit pause on time until you appear again I cannot stand each of the days without you I love you, it will not change I’ll be loving you till eternity

Start of Something New..

2010-06-08T23:32:00.000-07:00

Every start has it own ends. But in every ends there is always a brand new start.

In life we should learn to start a brand new w/ better and right way. Even we do fall, we failed, we lose. We should keep our fate in ourselves and to our Almighty God. Life is designed to teach us how to fall, lessons and to stand up. We should be thankful that we have our life and experience it. Give your best until the end because God never leave us.