Sunday, June 20, 2010
How can I celebrate a father's day?
"In my life now, I didn't felt what was a daddy is...I'm not trained to say the word daddy", that's why I can't say it easily. A short word that a 17 years old guy can't open his mouth to say it without thinking twice."Father(I have no idea??)...
Since birth I don't know my father because he left us. I don't know what his reason of leaving but does he think of me before he leave??..."Maybe no", because if he do think of me he did not left me on my mother that easily...I don't know what a father is. Maybe a person who needs to have a baby and that's all,LOL :))..I don't even know what a father instructions to his son...What my father wants to fulfill of his son. His son that never fails to wait for Him. That one day he knocks on the door finding for me or a phone call, even a message that address to me says "How are you?".
But many years has come, I grew up even his shadows I haven't seen...I thought phone call/message it's not hard in our technology right now...I even don't know if he still existing.
Maybe GOD has a plan. I will let GOD do his plan for me. But I don't know if I still have a chance to see him, "Maybe on 2nd life." hopefully...
Labels: Distraction, Failure
