Monday, June 21, 2010
1st impression did last??

"" I don't know why I can't absorb the things that they threw for me, sometimes I find it hard to understand?..Maybe it just a matter of time to really know each other more."
In my college first day I find it hard to talk to my classmate to focus to my class to recite well...Maybe I'm lack of confidence facing that kind of crowd. Sometimes I think that I'm not that handsome for them to recognize me easily. That's why I keep on silent, just a bit of chit chat when they ask me I just answered their question.
Maybe in my past first day in college in not that friendly that's why they not want me to talk with or to be bond with. But deep inside of me I want to talk to them and make a "big circle of friends." But it's not happen.
It's my fault I don't show them who is me on the first or second day because I snob them. That's why I'm still on first year right now because of this problem I'm very concern of my surroundings that what they gonna say about me, I'm afraid to reject if I do introduce myself to them and I find it difficult.
I should change myself and I should not afraid to show what I have...Confidence is important it should be runs to me :))
Labels: Experiences, Inspiration
